All Apologies

While I sit and write this, the song I borrowed the title from plays in the background.

Nirvana was a bit early for me, but I like this song in particular.

I apologize to uncle, I created more trouble than I fixed with my last message, and the information to be passed was old before i got my response.

I apologize to uncle's helper; You were disturbed because of me.

I apologize to Chris Titan for leading you to believe that I am more than I truly am.

I apologize to Adren, for not having the answers that you sent Titan to find.

V.

It's been a long time...

This is long, long overdue. So much so that I expect no one will even check for it. Sorry about my grammar and spelling, it's late.

Nevertheless, life continues.
Neurocam appears to be stirring from its slumber - rearing its head and gaping out a horrific yawn that would sCare even the most hArdened Neuro-addict.

Demeter announced "My brother once toLd me that my father had died". He was correct. Our brothers and sisters toLd us that father was dead and all but a few hung around to watch his rebirth. Of those that stayed, some May now bE too far away to come back into his kingdom in good graces and good time. We allowed ourselves to disintegrate, and it was noted. We may have survived judgment, Yes, but for how much longer can we Pass? We are spLit between father and uncle, and both are dEtermined to shAke uS until wE fall or rise.

The question that remains is this: Will you rise with father or uncle?

If you are reading this uncle, please read it carefully.

V

A fair bit of news, but it has to stay hush hush and all secretive:

I found J,
I lost my mind.
I found a colour and a digit,
I lost my identity.
I found an uno card,
I lost the deck though.
I found a choice,
But I don't know what I'm choosing yet...

Looking forward to the second in what will hopefully be a long series. If you are keeping up with what I'm saying, I need you to email me.


Let's break the silence and, in doing so, break the mold.

V out.

Neurocam is...

Neurocam is Tao.

Tao is 'The Way', everything, nothing, all seeing though blind, all hearing though deaf. Tao is everything between the birth and death of the universe. Tao is all and nothing, as is Neurocam.

On to slightly less philosophical news; I await anxiously a reply from applications at Yellow 1, as I assume they may be interested in expanding to Australia and also that my friend J is hidden somewhere within the organization. (not a kidnap style hidden, just protected by the secrecy policy Y1 employs to protect its operatives)

J, I believe I found you early yesterday morning (your time) , though I lost how to contact you again. I left a message on that site, and now the link is gone. It is hard to follow a name and a few words across the internet. I believe that you are indeed J now, just the way you went about certain things...

I did watch the yellow submarine video on you tube, if that is what you intended for me to find. I am following you in, but I wonder if this is a risk I want to take?

no matter now, it's too late to retract anyway.

-V

*EDIT* No matter J, I found the site again.

Yellow, or is it J?

You leave precious little for me to follow.

Throw me a line, must I contact you directly, and if so will you respond on your old email address? If not, do I contact you at Y1? Ask for you direct? You guard your contact details and identity a lot more closely now.

If I dont have to contact you directly, then talk to me, you know my email address and even if you dont it can be found quite easily.

Forgive me, but I cannot help but wonder if you really are J.

If you are, and you think I should be a part of Y1, then I need some form of justification. What business would Y1 have with me?

I will try the few moethods of contacting you that I can uncover.

Yours in confusion and mistrust (until more is understood),

V

Wherefore art thou, J?

Operative J seems to have fallen off the face of the planet, I hope all is well with him!

If you are reading this J, email me!

Not much to report, except for the Neuroboards being closed to the public. I have to say I've decided I'm not too pleased about this, and I will be starting a new post about it over there (www.neuroboards.com).

That's it for my update,

V

Been away for a while...

Hey everyone,

I have been away for a while and I am glad to be back online again. I dont have any real Neurocam news, but i did think of something just recently, and this should interest K...

Why would Neurocam go to all the trouble of making a code and putting it up in the code of their website only to have it repeat almost exactly what was already up? I have a feeling that it may have multiple keys.... I've never learnt how to break codes or cyphers so I cant figure it out, but maybe someone else should look into this... maybe they should try to crack it using online as the key, being the only word that is different between the two texts?

Anyways, I'm probably just being over analytical.

V